Big English

I was Big English for a while
When I spoke in full sentences
In full English
But my popularity was at stake
Using Big English was a mistake

Only sometimes ya, I’d say
Chumma, just like that
I’m not that bad, man
Don’torry, Don’torry
Me? Big English?
Ayyo Kadavule only

Whom was I reassuring?
Cajoling, in that cloying way?
Finding excuses, feeling self-conscious
As if to say, yes I could speak English
But rather not have it on display.